Bloodthirsty Consciousness Of The Soul

Continuous pressure on the chest
Everything and nothing dominate the way
Every drop of blood
Is a nail in my grave
Hope is for cowards
The pain lies in the strong
I try to survive in a thousand ways
When surviving leads me to death

You want every thing in me
And not really know that I am your doom
Maimed again and again
I see through the eyes of death

You fear what you see
When you should fear yourself
Within each one
Lies the most terrible end
Where everything dies
Where life drowns
You find the meaning
Bloodthirsty consciousness of the soul

I believe in everything that has condemned me
Anger, pain, revenge
I'm calm violence
Waiting for the storm cometh
Always fall into my own traps
Years of suffering have taught me
The mind of a man is a privilege
And a conviction

Chaos is the kingdom
In which my being moved like a king
In which respect was shown for me
The chaos of seeing no life

Where everything dies
Where life drowns
You find the meaning
Bloodthirsty consciousness of the soul

Words that enclose me a little more into myself, making me disappear for no reason
Again I manage myself to drown deep inside a brain butchered years ago

I owe my life to those
To whom I owe my death