To The Skies Through Hell

I walked through dark paths in my life which I had to fight to emerge victorious
I felt things inside me that never would have liked, things that made me venomous

But, am I breaking? Am I dying? Rage guides my road.
I might be a lost soul, timeless struggle. Destiny.
My grief goes beyond my consumed mortal flesh
I fight my way to the skies through my cold hell

Borns within me a thirst for revenge for the pain suffered day after day
Born of hell I make my way to heaven clutching my visceral hate

Am I breathing? Am I living? My demons defy me
I tasted the final in a thousand ways. Living death.
Throbs in me the desire to reach the forbidden.
I fight my way to the skies through my cold hell

I rise once again from a grave, resurface to live what is denied to me
Born of hell I make my way to heaven clutching my visceral hate

The ruin was the only way I was shown
Today I find the light in all this darkness
I free myself from the things that kept me blinded
My once weak mind now becomes, hardened

Now I can shine like a phoenix in its rebirth,the fire after waiting in the dark lethargy for the sun to come, no need for tears to heal me
I´m aware of the hell that lurks in my mind, hidden behind the weak defense of light, proving myself how to be hard, bleeding the horror ´til I cannot feel it
Of a past life, made to destroy me without mercy, I managed to surface and strengthen my heart and my mind, I become ready to make the hit

Ascension to heaven, make my sins gone
Descending to hell, my torturers should be
My fate comes clear, the light, my shell
Ascend to the skies through my cold hell